Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Monday, January 3

Dear God, Please keep uncle Bobby. Safe. Well. Until tomorrow. With you. In the name of Your Son, Amen.

My car is dying. My uncle might be, also. One makes me stressed, the other makes me sad. We took the day off to go shopping for cars and I found a really cute little box of a car - a Chevy Aveo 5dr. Really cute. Really. Thing is it is like 8,000 and I am worried the trade in might suck. I am also worried that my note will kill me. Oh, well. I guess you roll with the punches.
I wish I could fix my uncle as easy as I can fix my car situation. I need to get to the gym and run my heart away. I need to get toy uncles side and pray for him. I need to touch him while he is still alive. I would go tonight, but they are not letting him have visitors. I need to go to church and reconnect. I need to go to yoga and lose all of this and find myself in chants. I need to cry and, honestly, I am not sure I can.

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  1. UnknownJanuary 5, 2011 at 4:13 PM

    The tears will come when they're ready...they always do. In the meantime, just pray and reconnect with yourself.

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