Gym run. It was beautiful. I just got back and I wish I was still there. My FAVORITE Christmas song ever is God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen and I got a Annie Lennox CD with it on it – best ever! I ran to it and cried and prayed… Running is like my church right now – I just run and it is me and God, sitting there in the gym having it all out. Something is going on inside of me and I feel like I am being called. It is a feeling that I have not had since I was a very young child and a feeling I thought I would never feel when i realized I was a lesbian. I am confused and don’t know what direction to go in. i just know I HAVE to find a church and I have to do it quick!
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You'll find one in time, but remember that your relationship with God is personal and has nothing to do with anyone else's beliefs. Church is just a means to re-charge your feelings of faith.
ReplyDeleteHowever, a relationship with God is NOT dependent on whether or not you go to church or whether or not your personal choices coincide with what RELIGION tells you is right. Only God can decide that.