Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Monday, August 22

August Challenge: Week 4, # 2

Shut up. SHUT UP!!! Okay, breathe. Today I went to Zumba. Today Zumba was canceled. I went back and forth about whether to go home or to the gym or what… I decided to go home, but then the skinny girl in my head got up, drop kicked the poor, out of breath, unsuspecting fat girl and took the drive over. We passed my house and wound up at the gym! I did a solid 30 on the elliptical. A good, sweaty, hard core, 170-180 bmp SOLID thirty and then – then I ran a father flippin’ mile! One beautiful, solitary, ten minute mile. It was like heaven opened and I was there crying and sweating and running! Next time I am doing two and I AM BUILDING BACK UP AND WINDING MY TIME BACK DOWN BECAUSE THANK YOU GODI AM BACK!!!!

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