Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Tuesday, January 25

Can we talk about this?



I KNOW that we are all adults and that we alone are responsible for our choices, but come effing on! Honesty I don't even know which is worse, the pizza and wings or the cookies! I think of my life sometimes and I imagine being healthy and sober for a very long time, and maybe this should not bother me - it does. It is like a heroin addict finding out the local dealer is running a two for one special. I get scared, will I really be able to do this FOREVER? This food isn't even that good, but it doesn't end here it just keeps going.
I had already planned a video on sobriety. Now it will happen tonight FOR SURE.

1 comment:

  1. That does seem like some form of sabotage. That kind of food isn't good for anyone!

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