Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Monday, January 3

January Challenge: Week 1, # 1

Gym run. It was beautiful. I just got back and I wish I was still there. My FAVORITE Christmas song ever is God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen and I got a Annie Lennox CD with it on it – best ever! I ran to it and cried and prayed… Running is like my church right now – I just run and it is me and God, sitting there in the gym having it all out. Something is going on inside of me and I feel like I am being called. It is a feeling that I have not had since I was a very young child and a feeling I thought I would never feel when i realized I was a lesbian. I am confused and don’t know what direction to go in. i just know I HAVE to find a church and I have to do it quick!

1 comment:

  1. You'll find one in time, but remember that your relationship with God is personal and has nothing to do with anyone else's beliefs. Church is just a means to re-charge your feelings of faith.

    However, a relationship with God is NOT dependent on whether or not you go to church or whether or not your personal choices coincide with what RELIGION tells you is right. Only God can decide that.

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