Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Saturday, July 2

Weekly Meeting (Wk 58 & 59)

Okay, see since the app for 43Things has been broken I suck at getting this updated and I don’t want to suck at that because I love 43Things!
Wk 58 – up 1.6 – that was scary because I started eating more and I changed my plan. I knew I didn’t eat enough to actually gain, but I got scared that I screwed up my metabolism or some shit.
Wk 59 – down 2.6 – whew, thank God! I am so glad to see I didn’t eff with my ability to burn off fat. I am soooo relieved to know I can eat a bit more and still lose, because honestly it had gotten a twee bit ridic over the last few weeks. Around 105 pounds I noticed that I needed more than I was giving myself, maybe because my once massive reserves are dang near gone? Anyletsalleatbutteredbreadway, I was struggling with knowing I needed to eat more, but also not wanting to gain – which is a fear I suspect I will have for a while now…
I feel like with this loss I am a step closer to a healthier relationship with food and I am thankful for that!

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