Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Wednesday, March 23

Having a day.

I do NOT feel good. I am tired and on my period, but it is more than that. My back and shoulders have been hurting for about three weeks, now my legs hurt. They hurt when I sit or stand. They “stick” and it’s a little scary because this is the same time a year that two years ago they started doing this and we all know that didn’t go well. I have not been for a run in two weeks, but I have been working out with Zumba, as I will be later today.
Calorie wise I am eating a bit more today. I feel actual hunger and as my body is under stress I am making the decision not to aim for weight loss this week and to focus on recovery and maintenance.
Ugh. I know this isn’t the end, and I know it will pass like other rough patches. I just wish it wouldn’t happen at all.

1 comment:

  1. Sorry to hear that. Hang in there. I'm glad to hear you're giving yourself a little break to deal with the pain and stress your body's under. You work so hard and so diligently all the time. Here's to a speedy healing process!

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