Today has not been good.

My car is dying, slowly. Thank God for the slowly part or I would be stranded a 1000 times over. I might have to buy a new (old) one. I was looking at a 2000 Honda Accord. It's old, but those are great cars and it has less than 70,000 miles on it. Because of school and car drama I didn't eat or drink my shake until very late this morning and I just feel icky. I ate a veggie riblet, yep. I just could NOT drink my meal this morning! I did manage to chew and enjoy each bite, making last longer and making me taste the food. That made the whole experience actually feel like I ate and not just swallowed. I have only had four cups of water, I am doing really poor today. I don't really want to eat so much as cry. While I am down because of my car situation I think it's more a way of myself trying to force myself to comfort with food. Sigh.