Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Thursday, July 1

Fat Zombies ~ The headless are coming!

We talked about this before. Headless fatties, the sad truth of how the media treats us of the rounder persuasion. I posted mine, I plane to update every time I hit a 25 pound loss. The reason I am bringing it up again is that Yahoo! had the headless as the headliner story on the page and it bothered me. I mean, should I be so ashamed that I hide my head? Is my face not pretty because I am fat?
To this you might say, "Actually FAT you do hide your face."
To which I might reply, "That is for my own protection, HELLO this is the world wide web and it is dangerous." Only on the inside I would be thinking, "You're right, so I guess that I have been properly shammed. Well done, media!" Only I don't think that I am headless for either of those reasons. I think I am headless because I see my eating disorder as and addiction. I want the anonymous that AA gives to alcoholics. I want to talk freely and openly and explore my disease with out being attached to it. I used to think that I would show my face once I made weight, I am not sure. I will always be in recovery, so I will always need my place.

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