Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Wednesday, July 28

I found my motivation.

I think I had let it get a little lost. Like, if motivation was made of marbles and you drop a few here or leave a few there. At first I didn’t notice any missing but then over the last few weeks I looked into my bag and found almost no motivational marbles to play with. Had to go through and figure out where I dropped them, or, in this case, I found all new ones. Going through photos. It wasn’t so much what I used to look like, though that was nice, it was more how I felt and how I was and who I was. I want her back, I want me. I feel dedicated in a whole new way. Yay!

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