Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
My photo
30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Tuesday, August 3

Yesterday.

My WW carpool girls are always like, “Oh, you look like you lost.” It feels good for people to notice. They notice, I think, because they look for it and they only see me once a week. My day to day people don’t usually say anything. The shrink is too slow for the everyday eye. Yesterday, however, I got up and got dressed in a pair of jeans that I used to have to unzip to sit in and a tee that was really, uh, snug. Now I can sit all day in those jeans, with a little extra room and my shirt fits really nice. I walked in and my GoB says, “Wow, look how good that shirt looks babe!” Then, maybe an hour later a coworker looks at me and exclaims that my arms have shrunk. Okay!
When I arrived at the track to walk with G I got out the car and as I was walking up to her she was like, “Damn you, you look so skinny!”
I feel like I am floating I feel so good about me right now, and it’s funny, I could feel the loss of 26 pounds in my clothes, but I could not see it in the mirror until now.

No comments:

Post a Comment

Sorry, I started moderating comments due to spammers - please don't let this discourage you! I love to get and respond to comments!

Youtube.com Contest!

There was an error in this gadget

Blog Archive

Followers