Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Monday, June 14

Back on track.

I never really got off of track, but I am in slightly dangerous water. This weekend was just a jumble of eating and trying to carefully avoid the danger zone, and today was GoB’s birthday. We had dinner at a little place we love. While I was careful with my choices I also indulged. The crazy thing was that I ate more than I have lately and felt just shy of uncomfortable when we left, after being home a while we shared a piece of cake that we brought home (one piece instead of a whole one, I’m learning.) Still, somehow, all of that left me needing to snack only a few hours later. I chose pretzels and drank lots of water so I am not really worried about that. I just am not comfortable with the behavior in general, you know?
I am so happy with my momentum that I am worried for it. Must charge forward! Deep breath. Okay, back to the grind.

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