Little FAT Me

I work full time and I barely have time to breathe. In 2005 hurricane Katrina rearranged my life, since then I have gained roughly 80-90 pounds. I believe that it started in depression and became an addiction. I have started and failed many diets and then decided that MAYBE if I combine diet and exercise with blogging and shopping I might be able to find success. This is the story of 2010 and my struggle to rise above addiction, pain, depression and fat.
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30. Mother. Wife. Artist. Psychic (sensitive.) Writer. Singer. Rain dancer. Lover. Daughter. Sister. Child of God.

The road to MY PERSONAL goal BMI/weight!

Thursday, June 24

So sick.

Not in the good way of, like, “That is SO sick!” More like, “Did you know that it has been over a month since I have eaten trash and that pizza last night made me so sick!”
Yep, that is what happened. Thank God, no chance of relapse there. Ugh. I found myself lying in bed and think to myself that I was feeling really awful and I couldn’t even remember what the pizza tasted like, could NOT have been that good! Eww. Then, even in my pain, I had to smile. I am in such a different place than I have been for so many years. I am so much better off. Before I would have been sick and hoping I could recover enough to east ice cream, now I am like, “Salad next time.”

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